Mm'k, change of tone. I am happy. I'm listening to Ray Charles singing Country Roads. I've just had a surprisingly nice night with people I love. Tomorow I get to see a friend I really don't see enough of these days, and I owe her a lot. Last night I was told a few things by someone I'd only spoken to once before... and they really gave me a new burst of hope and confidence. So... yeah I'm happy. hehe, things are kinda looking up I guess.

Thus, I figure that since I'm not complaining, I should say something nice.

1) To the dark haired rose that shines a light in the dark: Thank you, for you have been there for me, with advice and comfort, even when I've shouted and screamed. Be strong and keep your head high, I'll keep my promises.

2) To the fabled wielder or Gleandrune: You'll never truely know just what you've done for me. I cant even really explain, so I suppose I just have to skip to the thanks. Thank you so much. Don't stop fighting.

3) To my great friend, with possibly the best hair I've ever seen *chuckles*: You have never faltered, and you never speak without thinking it through. Thank you for calm advice and for showing me that true faith can get you through anything. I don't really need to say this, but don't ever let go of what makes you who you are.

4) (Cant beleive he's at number four) To the coolest guy I have ever had the pleasure and honour to meet: You astound me, with a never-shaken will and an optomism that defiase all logic. Thank you for... for being who you are. For making me wonder if I'm about to die I'm laughing so hard, for giving me confident and for building mousetrap in a loft. Acheive your goals, and don't ever stop fighting for them.

5) To the ever comical horde lover: I will never understand how you stay so unbeleivably strong, but I think you for it, because you showed me what strength REALLY is. Beleive in yourself.

6) To the lil' detective: You're just amazing, no other words for it. You have such talent and a brilliant mind. Thank you for making me laugh in the morning after the night had been so terrible. Never give up on your dreams.

7) Why he's at number 7 I don't know, but I doubt he'll care. I'll just come out and say this one. To Lakaeos Angelus: No matter how much I fight with you, how many walls I punch, doors I slam and times I scream till my throat hurts, I couldn't ask for a more awesome brother. So thanks for the truely amazing good times we have. See your talent, go out there and let the world see your message.

8) To my dear, dear friend: Thank you for staying up on msn and talking to me when life is shit. Thank you for being there when things are... *chuckles* rubbish. You are truely wonderful. Do not give in.

9) To everyone else who has been there for me, even when I did not deserve you: Thank you so very much, follow your hearts.

And finally, to you. When I met you, I was shattered, in peices, and hiding behind so many barriers it was like I couldn't breath. You have given me more than I could ever ask for, hope for, or deserve. You are picking me up, breaking my barriers and fixing what was so badly broken. There is no hope in the world that I will ever be able to thank you enough. My wish, is that you are safe, and happy. Anything to make you happy.

I think I've said all I need to say. I wonder if I'll regret posting this... I doubt it. It needs to be said. It's about time I thanked everyone.